Charlene asked to meet with me in her office yesterday. There she told me I lacked energy
and parents have been complaining. She took away my little ninja class and gave it to Scott.
I hate this! That's MY class!
I haven't realized I lacked energy; in fact, I thought I was doing a great job teaching my class. Am I really a bad teacher? :( Why are they letting Katrina keep teaching the Tuesday/Thursday ninjas? I'm a better teacher than her.... right??
I feel hurt that Charlene doesn't feel I'm capable of teaching the little ninjas.
I feel angry at Scott. Who does he think he is coming here and replacing everyone?!
I feel upset Charlene didn't give me a warning before whisking me out of my position.
I feel embarrassed to go back and assist. Parents are going to wonder why I'm assisting and not teaching... They'll agree with Charlene that I'm not capable. They'll assume things. They'll gossip.
I feel sad because Scott is a better teacher than I am. The kids will love him. The parents will love him. They won't want me back. well...
They'll have to DEAL! Because I am taking that class back. It may take some time... but It's mine. Scott is a temporary fix to a problem I wasn't aware of - a problem I will fix myself.Just you watch, I'll make my come back. Scott can go jump in a hole.
Now... if I could just muster the courage to return. Oh please. How am I going to face the humiliation?...
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