For those of you who are my friends, you've most likely found that it isn't hard to make my day. A good test score, a simple compliment, a funny youtube video, finding treasures in the parking lot... The list could go on and on.
Today however... Well let's just say today SUCKED!
My mom painted my nails pink earlier. On a ordinary day, having my nails painted brightens my mood. Today however, was definitely not one of those days.
I brought the grief upon myself when I decided to visit our old park and walked the surrounding trail. It wasn't long before I found myself sitting underneath our tree, replaying those happy memories of us together. I sat there missing him and wishing for our former relationship. This melancholy dreaming only brought unhappiness.
From that point, my day continued to get worse. Karate was especially bad. I was horrendous at sparring today. I got my butt kicked by several different people. How in the world am I supposed to enter this tournament in Cali, when I can't even win a match against Jess?? Well, here's the answer to the question: I'll just do it. I'll enter. I'm warning you though, I'm not going to live up to expectations. Tonight was additional proof that I lack talent and should give up on sparring.
I need some serious work on controlling my emotions. Ha, how ironic, Control: our word of the week. Well, I'm a hypocrite as well I guess, because I broke down as soon as I reached my car.
Later tonight, I realized that my stupid cat peed on my towel. I made the discovery after I grabbed it to dry my face. Blech!! One of the worst days of my life...
Later tonight, I realized that my stupid cat peed on my towel. I made the discovery after I grabbed it to dry my face. Blech!! One of the worst days of my life...
Thank you Michael Brooks for believing in me. I'm sorry if I let you down (which is pretty much guaranteed.)
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