Twisted Cycle

So as of the Black Belt Leadership Conference (which was amazing btw) I'm pretty sure Bao and I are on ok terms. Our relationship is oddly looking like a cycle. We started hitting it off summer of 2009. Once school rolled around, he disappeared from my life leaving me hurt and wondering what I had done to deserve his silence. Febuary 2010 came, and we became friends again. Our friendship grew, and he helped me through some tedious times in April. Come July, he was the one person I couldn't possibly imagine my life without. I was completely smitten, and being the idiot I often am, thought the feeling was mutual. Fall came, and for the second time, he left me heart broken. I was torn apart.The first couple months were unbelievably painful, and I still can't imagine myself in love with anybody else. This past Saturday however, I talked to him for the first time in a while. Our short conversation gave me high spirits about our future relationship. I know it sounds twisted, but I hope that this sick pattern continues and I will find myself encircled in his arms once again. <3